Saturday, November 25
25/11/06
// feeling :: good// prayer for :: tmr's svc
Today was great. W271 had an outreach with W229. We're breakin thru!
Well today . . . I almost got my lucky break =/ but in the end . . . plans changed and things didnt turn out like I expected. :(
*I'm really itching for my guitar*
Heh, today was CCC band and Rev. Dr. Phil Pringle. Cailing said the latter was very good-looking. LOL. Anointed by God :D
What impacted me most about his sermon was the very last part. When he called for an altar call (I finally got it right).
At first, I was a little frustrated because I dont know why Gab is ... not yet convicted of her belief, or rather that she was held back by other distractions. I felt so so frustrated that I asked God why why, when was His time for her to receive Him again.
Rev was walking and looking thru those who came up front. He stopped at this girl named Linda Ong. He spoke up to God, "God, this is Linda. Please remember her."
I was alr very touched by that.
Then he pretended to scribble smth on his palm, and said these words:
This is my daughter Linda. Her name will be in the Book of Life. She is now mine.
That did it. I tell you, when I heard it...I felt the presence of God so strong. I felt Him right beside me. Even though Rev wasnt talking about me, or that I wasnt up there to give my life again, I felt the strong reassurance. Its all I need.
I stood there and started crying. I wasnt sobbing uncontrollably or what, like how most of you would imagine. Tears just flowed down. My face expression didnt even change. But smth inside of my heart changed. The spirit of God moved within me, and I fell in love with Him all over again.
So simple, just a simple confirmation and reassurance that I was taken care of by God.
I'm more sure than ever, that GOD LOVES ME. And I have nothing to fear because He's with me. He's right next to me now, looking at me typing this post. He never was so "solid" to me before. I can feel Him, I can talk with Him, I can cry with Him, laugh with Him as if He's physically with me.
Now, I wont cry for sorrow. I'll cry for the love of God, I'll cry for the wonder of God, for the move of the Holy Spirit. The tears in the future will be tears of happiness. My tears are precious in Jesus' eyes, right? So whatever is precious, goes back to Him. So, they'll be for Him too.
I'm so in love. There is...such thing as a perfect Love after all, and I found mine in Jesus Christ. AMEN!
michi ]|[ 23:53